Excitement

 Both Nandhini and Etienne could not sleep that night.

Nandhini's pillow case was soaked from the pain that was flowing out through her eyes. Etienne's head had a million thoughts racing. 

While Nandhini's pain was normal for losing a loved one, Etienne was processing his pain differently. He was beginning to wonder if it was worth it to go through therapy.

"What's the point?" he thought

"Everyone leaves!". The only way to make sure he doesn't lose her was to...

That night, Etienne decided to call Nandhini.

"Hi Love, can you come over? Just one last time, so we can have a proper goodbye?" Etienne's voice was shaky.

Nandhini was both surprised and relieved. She so badly wanted to see him and be in his arms. "Is it a good idea Etienne?"

She did not want to seem too eager. 

"I'm fine with it if you're comfortable as well." 

His heart was racing. Just the thought of what was going to transpire that night was enough to excite him. This was a feeling that was all too familiar and something he had suppressed for a long, long time.

"I'll be there," Nandhini's response was the final bit needed for him to release the growing bulge in his pants.